i have been off college a hell of al lot because of various reasons:
- migrains
- all nighters
- procrastination
- mental block
- nerves
etc...
life is so stressfull so i tent to retreat in to one of my various games consoles instead of facing the problems since i know it will bring on the migrains and then that builds up more work which means more stress which means more running away to my wee game worlds. its a vicious cycle and i cant seem to break it :( well i am now tring to break out of this habit even though it doesnt help now i have a job and they give me AW DA HOURS! which makes me sad some of the lecturers are nice about it but since it isnt in the 'rules' or whatever they cant really do anything but its not their fault but some lecturer(s) are more crabby and dont want to hear it which adds to ti all and makes me feel worse thus plunging me deeper into this cycle of DOOM! well not doom but bad shit haha! i think this may be because i dont really seem stressed around my friends in the class but the truth is they help me forget about my worries like my games do however my college mother(s) (you know who you are slags) nag at me to do work which is only for my best however it does bring back all the stress and flings me back into the 'DOOM' cycle. also abcenses will affect my funding so... yeah... :'( help.
Bet you don't having to write this eh :P
ReplyDeleteAlthough you're still pulling all nighters!!